Sam Winchester (
thinkshesosmart) wrote2012-09-01 05:18 pm
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Sam hadn't been out this way in a long time. Under other circumstances, he might have been looking forward to seeing Bobby again, but that was before he started traveling with something they normally be more inclined to hunt than buddy up with. This wasn't just any vampire though, this was Dean, and hopefully... hopefully Bobby would get that. At least hopefully not try to stake him on sight.
Either way, they were at the end of what they could do on their own. Eric had given them a place to really start from, but Bobby was definitely the guy who could lead them in the right direction when it came to tracking down and killing the demon. Dad wasn't going to help them and Sam wasn't going to call begging him for it... that really would put Dean in danger. Last time they met, he looked about ready to stake Dean if he hadn't been there.
Fidgeting a little in his seat, Sam found himself feeling over his neck again, checking it in the mirror for the hundredth time. He knew he didn't have any visible marks. They couldn't risk that one again with another hunter, even if it was Bobby. He just couldn't help the nagging worry that he'd know anyway, somehow, that Dean fed on him. Hell, that he fed on Dean.
Even if Sam had been trying to lay off the blood for this visit. No way was he showing up strung out on vampire blood either... even if he'd been almost tempted to ask for it. Something to ease up his nerves. Not a smart move though.
When they made the turn into Bobby's, he gave Dean a look over. "So, you ready for this?"
Either way, they were at the end of what they could do on their own. Eric had given them a place to really start from, but Bobby was definitely the guy who could lead them in the right direction when it came to tracking down and killing the demon. Dad wasn't going to help them and Sam wasn't going to call begging him for it... that really would put Dean in danger. Last time they met, he looked about ready to stake Dean if he hadn't been there.
Fidgeting a little in his seat, Sam found himself feeling over his neck again, checking it in the mirror for the hundredth time. He knew he didn't have any visible marks. They couldn't risk that one again with another hunter, even if it was Bobby. He just couldn't help the nagging worry that he'd know anyway, somehow, that Dean fed on him. Hell, that he fed on Dean.
Even if Sam had been trying to lay off the blood for this visit. No way was he showing up strung out on vampire blood either... even if he'd been almost tempted to ask for it. Something to ease up his nerves. Not a smart move though.
When they made the turn into Bobby's, he gave Dean a look over. "So, you ready for this?"
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"We were thinking of going to grab dinner. Anything you want us to pick up?"
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"You can get us some more beer if you're going out." They went through them pretty fast, although not as fast as they used to when Dean drank too. "I guess a burger or something from wherever you're going."
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He went to grab his jacket and the keys to the car before heading out the door and since he figured Dean would probably want behind the wheel, tossed them over.
It wasn't much, but at least this was getting out and doing something. Sam was a little relieved to be doing hat at least. It was frustrating reading the crap they were and getting nowhere at all.
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"You okay, Sammy?"
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At the question, he gave Dean a look. "About the same as ever, I guess." Maybe not okay, but in the end, he figured he really didn't have to say it.
That bond and all, right?
"Just tired, man. Been reading all day and- Bobby's been asking me about you, about us traveling together." And that had been tiring too. He trusted Dean... he had to.
"How about you? You alright?" Knew it had to be awkward for Dean, seeing Bobby again.
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"I'm alright, I guess. It's weird. I miss how it used to be." Bobby was Dean's only source of fatherly advice and affection for a long time now. It made him sad to feel the distance there now. Not that he didn't understand it. He did.
"How'd the questioning go? Anything I need to worry about?"
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He hated that. Bobby had a point, but Sam couldn't accept it. Guess he was seeing what it was like from the other side of that conversation now. "But I don't think so, Dean. He's not planning anything."
He reached across the seat and touched his leg, squeezing it lightly. "I'm sorry. I know it's not easy for you either. I'm, uh... glad you came with me though."
He wouldn't have blamed Dean for wanting to avoid it all together really.
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He glanced over at Sam briefly before turning back to the road. "Maybe we should get you some silver to wear. Necklace, ring, or something. It might make Bobby feel a little bit better."
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At the suggestion though, he looked over and frowned a little. "What? Do you actually want me to wear something like that all the time? I don't know how comfortable I feel with that, Dean... I don't want to risk hurting you by accident."
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He shrugged at Sam's answer. "I don't love the idea, but it's better than Bobby thinking I'm going to murder you in your sleep or something. And maybe..."
He sighed and shrugged again. "Maybe Dad would talk to you and help more if he thought you were taking precautions against me."
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His expression darkened a little at the mention of John. "Dad hasn't helped me so far, Dean, even when he thought you were dead he didn't."
He reached up to take Dean's hand in his, guiding it towards his mouth to press his lips over the knuckles. "I'll wear it around Bobby, if you want me to, Dean... but when it's just us- I want you close, man. You should know that by now."
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He nodded. "The silver might make Bobby feel better, but yeah... I'd feel better if you didn't while it was just us."
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"But right now, kind of nice to have you to myself... without worrying what Bobby will see or what he thinks, you know?" They had some secrets between them Sam didn't really want getting out.
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Dean knew Sam had been longing, too. He could feel it. It was good to know his brother needed him as much as he did.
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"How was it sleeping downstairs anyway?"
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"Not too bad. Dusty, dank, and nasty so... pretty much just like the underside of a motel bed."
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"At least it's bigger than the underside of a motel bed?" He tipped his head back against Dean's chest, thinking it over
"Wanted to see you last night, you know, so bad."
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"Would have been there if I could." If he wasn't one-hundred percent positive it would convince Bobby to stake him for good, he would have. Feeling Sam's want for him only increased his own. It had been torture to stay away.
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"I know, Dean." He should probably be worried -- the ways he wanted Dean weren't exactly normal or natural. The sex, the blood, all of it was probably wrong. Not that he only wanted Dean for that kind of stuff. He loved Dean, in a lot of different ways now.
And maybe they could figure all of it out after this demon crap, figure out what they were even doing here.
He dropped his hand to Dean's leg again, squeezing it lightly. "When we finally finish this, we should go somewhere, just the two of us. An actual vacation or something."
When, not if. They were definitely finishing this.
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"Sounds good, Sammy. Anywhere you want." He'd do pretty much anything Sam wanted these days. All his brother had to do was ask.
"What would make you happy?"
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"Anywhere... you said there are vampire hotels, right? Wonder how much they cost... it'd beat you having to sleep under the bed the entire time."
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"I dunno. I could find out. There's one in Dallas, I know. I could look around and see where else."
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"It'll be nice when we do though, won't it? When all of this is over... no more hunting, no more crappy road food... no more sleeping under the bed for you."