Sam Winchester (
thinkshesosmart) wrote2012-09-01 05:18 pm
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Sam hadn't been out this way in a long time. Under other circumstances, he might have been looking forward to seeing Bobby again, but that was before he started traveling with something they normally be more inclined to hunt than buddy up with. This wasn't just any vampire though, this was Dean, and hopefully... hopefully Bobby would get that. At least hopefully not try to stake him on sight.
Either way, they were at the end of what they could do on their own. Eric had given them a place to really start from, but Bobby was definitely the guy who could lead them in the right direction when it came to tracking down and killing the demon. Dad wasn't going to help them and Sam wasn't going to call begging him for it... that really would put Dean in danger. Last time they met, he looked about ready to stake Dean if he hadn't been there.
Fidgeting a little in his seat, Sam found himself feeling over his neck again, checking it in the mirror for the hundredth time. He knew he didn't have any visible marks. They couldn't risk that one again with another hunter, even if it was Bobby. He just couldn't help the nagging worry that he'd know anyway, somehow, that Dean fed on him. Hell, that he fed on Dean.
Even if Sam had been trying to lay off the blood for this visit. No way was he showing up strung out on vampire blood either... even if he'd been almost tempted to ask for it. Something to ease up his nerves. Not a smart move though.
When they made the turn into Bobby's, he gave Dean a look over. "So, you ready for this?"
Either way, they were at the end of what they could do on their own. Eric had given them a place to really start from, but Bobby was definitely the guy who could lead them in the right direction when it came to tracking down and killing the demon. Dad wasn't going to help them and Sam wasn't going to call begging him for it... that really would put Dean in danger. Last time they met, he looked about ready to stake Dean if he hadn't been there.
Fidgeting a little in his seat, Sam found himself feeling over his neck again, checking it in the mirror for the hundredth time. He knew he didn't have any visible marks. They couldn't risk that one again with another hunter, even if it was Bobby. He just couldn't help the nagging worry that he'd know anyway, somehow, that Dean fed on him. Hell, that he fed on Dean.
Even if Sam had been trying to lay off the blood for this visit. No way was he showing up strung out on vampire blood either... even if he'd been almost tempted to ask for it. Something to ease up his nerves. Not a smart move though.
When they made the turn into Bobby's, he gave Dean a look over. "So, you ready for this?"
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In the meantime, Bobby would just focus his attention on the research. It was safer that way. Although, his traitorous brain didn't let that last long. Questions were still bubbling in his mind. Finally, he looked back up and over at Sam. "I take it John doesn't know about Dean yet?"
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He let out a sigh and put the book aside. Couldn't focus on that just right now, not if they were thinking about this. "Look, I know you don't get it either, Bobby. But Dean dropped everything just to help me out here and he's the only one. After Jess, Dad didn't even care enough to return my calls... I didn't even know if he was alive or dead. For all I knew, I was alone, so I followed a hunch and tracked Dean down at some vampire bar. He'd been working there, trying to find some kind of control over himself or maybe just kill himself, I don't know. Dean didn't have to come with me, but he's still been the only one who's ever had my back. You can understand that, right?"
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"I get that, Sam. I know Dean's always meant the world to you. But, you've gotta understand how it looks on my end, kid. He's a vampire. I know he was your brother, but how many times have we had to give some distraught family member the It's not your brother anymore speech?" Bobby watched him thoughtfully. "I guess I'm trying to figure out what's different in this case?"
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"He's never tried to hurt me, Bobby... he's saved my ass and helped me any way he can. We've traveled together for a long time now... and I get that he's different. He's not human, but what would you want me to do? Kill him? I can't do that, not when he's trying so hard to keep himself under control."
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"I just don't want to end up burying you, too, Sam. Already thought I buried your brother. I don't want to do that again."
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"I'll be careful, Bobby. I promise. Right now though, Dean is still enough of himself that I don't think he'd hurt me on purpose. If it ever gets to that point..." He'd do something. Or at least he hoped he would... that he could anyway.
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"You see that you are careful. You die on me and I'll stomp a mud hole in your ass and walk it dry."
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Not when it came down to it and though he couldn't say it, Dean was giving him incentive to stay alive through all this too. He put the book aside for now and shifted to get to his feet. "Think I'm gonna head out for that TruBlood now. I'll be back as soon as I find some."